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[hkitsune]

Post a secret anonymously.




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Say anything you want. Absolutely anything.

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[(Anonymous)]

i have a crush on a guy i talk to on the internet :(

[hkitsune.livejournal.com]

Aww, I know how that is.


But as long as he has a crush on you back!

[(Anonymous)]

I don't know what I want to do with myself, and that's scary.

[(Anonymous)]

It's ok. I don't know either.

[(Anonymous)]

I also have a crush on a guy I talk to on the internet :(.

And I have a boyfriend. Yet I still have this crush!

[(Anonymous)]

you made me turn bisexual.

if you lived where i live then i'd wanna go out with you.

[hkitsune.livejournal.com]

That's incredibly flattering.


I'm sure I'd want to go out with you too :3

[(Anonymous)]

I think I fell out of love last night.

[hkitsune.livejournal.com]

My god, that's horrible.


Any idea why?

[(Anonymous)]

I really don't think I'll ever be as happy as I was a year ago.

[hkitsune.livejournal.com]

Why were you happy then?


Can you not remanifest that into your life?

I hope that's really not the case for you, because to have a peak in happiness at (I'm assuming) so young an age might be :/

[(Anonymous)]

I want to touch a moving train, in hopes it picks me up and carries me away.

[hkitsune.livejournal.com]

That's beautiful.

[(Anonymous)]

Do you have guesses as to who these people are?

[hkitsune.livejournal.com]

Of course, but they are only guesses.


And, out of respect for these people, I won't bother guessing further than superficially, because taking guesses ruins the point of anonymity.

[(Anonymous)]

I think that I'm a horrible person.

And no, I don't say that so people will tell me that I'm a good person.

I honestly believe that.

However, I don't think I am any worse than anyone else, and certainly there are worse people than me.

I just think I've been wrong as to my guesses of who those people are; I used to think a lot of people were worse than I was, but I'm finding that in actuality, they are far and few between.

I think I'm a horrible person, yet my reasonings for thinking so have little to do with things I can change about myself; rather, the things that make me a horrible person are the things I secretly (and publically) rejoice in, things I would never change. They make me who I am, and people just think they make me a horrible person when really, I'm just misunderstood.

[hkitsune.livejournal.com]

I am of the belief that no one is a horrible person.


If you're misunderstood, you can always post your thoughts here.
I mean, that is the point of the post.

[(Anonymous)]

I masturbate when my roommate is asleep in the other room.

[hkitsune.livejournal.com]

Most people masturbate, even when other people are in the house.

[(Anonymous)]

I wish more people would see the real me.

[(Anonymous)]

Sometimes I think my writing style gives me away on these anonymous postings.

[hkitsune.livejournal.com]

There's nothing wrong with that. You're likely a stranger to the majority of the people who will read this post.

[(Anonymous)]

It's not that I hate people with money, it's that I have a great disdain for people with money that think if I had their money, I would spend it on the exact same things as they do.

Even beyond that, I hate how people can't understand what it's like to be broke. We can't communicate across the void.

[hkitsune.livejournal.com]

I have lived on both sides of the spectrum, and I can say I'd much rather be less "well-off" than I am.


If my parents made half as much as they do, I think I would be a lot happier and feel less guilty.

[(Anonymous)]

I've written more than one secret here. :)

[(Anonymous)]

So have I.

[(Anonymous)]

Sometimes I want to delete everyone from my friends list to see who notices, and who wants to be re-added.

I don't in fear that the people I want to keep out will only want in, and those I love will never notice.

[hkitsune.livejournal.com]

I do the same thing, too.



Most people never notice, though.

I deleted a ton of people back in January and they never unfriended me back.

[(Anonymous)]

You should be able to tell who this is.

I think regular bowel movements are highly under-rated.

[hkitsune.livejournal.com]

You know, I agree.


But that doesn't mean that I have any more of an idea of who you are.
Guesses, and nothing more.

[(Anonymous)]

Why is it that the instant I start to feel comfortable with myself, most people stop feeling comfortable with me?

[(Anonymous)]

HEY GUYS. I HAVE A BUNCH OF G-MAIL INVITES TO GIVE AWAY. GIVE ME YOUR ADDRESS IF YOU WANT ONE.

I hate people who type that everywhere. I have 50 g-mail invites too, so what? Are people really that anal about having to get rid of them? Does it fill them with a sense of self-worth, based on their popularity?

[hkitsune.livejournal.com]

I have 50 gmail invites, too, and I don't really care.


There's 100 gigabites if I wanted them, though. I would just need 50 names.

[(Anonymous)]

if someone bites me, i get horny. the end.

[hkitsune.livejournal.com]

That's got to be really annoying during mosquito season.

[(Anonymous)]

he called me early this morning i hadent heard from him since i have been back since vacation.(almost a month) he has cleaned up. he was fidgety the whole time. we made small talk . i knew something was wrong.finally he said im just going to take you home . outside my house . "i dont want you to ever be depressed again and i will do antyhing in my power to make sure you arent"
i asked whats wrong and he told me that a girl he had loved had hung herself on friday. he dosent understand why when he loves someone he pushes them away or ignores them. all i had to say was " she loved you" " it isnt your fault" and i held his hand he cried i told him i would go to her funeral with him he told me i didnt have to i said " I want too"
im scared.

[(Anonymous)]

If you lived anywhere near me, I'd love nothing more than to become as close to you as I could possibly get. You're amazing, and sometimes you make me think that maybe there are deep, intelligent people in the world, and I just need to keep looking for them.

[hkitsune.livejournal.com]

That made me smile.



I know there are deep, intelligent people in this world.
Constant searching really pays off.

[(Anonymous)]

I am becoming more and more afraid that I will not allow myself to become a great writer because I am stuck in repetition. I often write in the manner of the books I read, and while I do have my own writing style, I often feel that I hold too tightly to it in order to explain myself through my opinions. I would like to "mix it up" because I don't think I've fully developed my writing style yet. I don't know of any good books that I could read that would help me. Do you?

[hkitsune.livejournal.com]

Books about writing style, or books with a different style for you to take bits and pieces from?


Some of my favorites:

--The Sirens of Titan
--The Little Prince
--A Wrinkle in Time
--Ender's Game

[(Anonymous)]

I hooked up with a friend of mine in June. We agreed, even at the time, that it wasn't going to lead anywhere romantically, that it was a purely physical thing. It happened again yesterday, and we agreed that'll keep happening until something gets awkward in our group of friends. Now, here's the thing that's weird: I can't tell anyone here. This is my best friend's ex. She was the one who dumped him, and she's dating someone else, but they were still dating for a year and a half or so, which makes him off-limits in the non-sleazeball world.

I kind of wish I weren't afraid of vomit, because I'd be an awesome bulimic and it'd make me feel like I actually control something about my eating.


(Hehehe...I like this 'deep secrets' thing, though the latter isn't really a secret. I'd keep going, but I like the anonymity.)

[hkitsune.livejournal.com]

I do hate the taste of vomit.

There's nothing in the world that could make me do that to myself.


My sister thinks I'm starving myself on purpose, when really, I can't afford to buy food and I have lost my appetite, too.

[(Anonymous)]

I've been masturbating since I was in second grade.

[(Anonymous)]

My dad is an alcoholic.

Almost every night, I stand there at the fridge and think about how easy it would be to take his liquor. I never do it, because I'm afraid that--no, I know that--if I ever started drinking, I would become an alcoholic, too.

And my worst fear is being at all like my dad. I don't think I'll ever try alcohol for that reason.

[hkitsune.livejournal.com]

A-FUCKING-MEN.